may post (maya’s may post for hal who may or may not read it)
I haven’t written anything in so long. I can’t really fall asleep because tomorrow is the big day with thesis awards. I’m nervous. Mostly, I’m just sort of sad it’s finished. It’s all copied and bound and ready to go, but I feel like I’ve parted with an old friend. I know I’ll write better things and do better things, but it’s still a little sad. that was an entire year of my life! a little more! Well, it’s just one little phase, but a big accomplishment I guess.
it makes me think of the end of our year apart. well, 9 months? I’m not sure. this is the craziest, most exciting thing I’ve ever done. at the same time, it feels so natural. it’s always been me and you. we’ve both known it.
Oh yeahhhh
Thanks for tokin and snoozin with me =P
Whenever I start thinking of my love for a person, I am in the habit of immediately drawing radii from my love – from my heart, from the tender nucleus of a personal matter – to monstrously remote points of the universe. Something impels me to measure the consciousness of my love against such unimaginable and incalculable things as the behavior of nebulae (whose very remoteness seems a form of insanity), the dreadful pitfalls of eternity, the unknowledgeable beyond the unknown, the helplessness, the cold, the sickening involutions and interpenetrations of space and time…[But then] that slow-motion, silent explosion of love takes place in me, unfolding its melting fringes and overwhelming me with the sense of something much vaster, much more enduring and powerful than the accumulation of matter or energy in any imaginable cosmos.
—Nabokov
I LOVE YOUUU
I CAN’T WAIT TO FIND OUR NEW HOUSEEE
I CAN’T WAIT TO LIVE IN OUR NEW HOUSEE
I CAN’T WAIT
If I love something
then why would I give it away?
and this
reminds me of you
